the real life

Today I read about a girl called Layla Grace. She was two years old and died this morning. She had some kind of cancer.

I read something else today. As some of you may know, some of my friends were Cinema Bizarre fans, a band that broke up a while ago.
My friends whole life revolved around this band and when they broke up they totally freaked out!
Yes, their life is soo destroyed because one of a million bands on this world broke up.

There are many bad things on this world, that happen everyday. A week ago I heard about a young girl in america who disappeared. She was found murdered and some people even say she was raped.

Of course we all have our problems, but sometimes there are things way more important than the bus, that came to late, our boyfriend who wrote a message to his ex girlfriend, our parents who just won't let us go to that one concert because of no reason!

It is possible that you go outside on the street and you have a car crash. I don't wish anyone that, but it is possible. It happens everyday!
If you think about it, do you really want your last thought to be full of hate, anger and disappointment?

Enjoy every day and treat it as it would be your last one!

I know how hard it can be to think more positive. But if you live everyday intense and full of joy, you will have a way better life.

The real troubles in our life make us stronger. But first they really hurt us. Get ready for this big challenges and enjoy the rest of your time, when you feel good and happy. Remember all the good things, all the nice words people say to you. Try to bring a smile on their faces and enjoy it.
Make your dreams come true and spend your time with people whose presence you appreciate, because they deserve it!
Try to spend your days with spreading love and energy to all the ones who mean the most to you.

Well...I could write a lot more, but I prefer to talk to my best friend and wait for my mum to come home.

Love and strenght to you from me.
And all my prayers to Laylas family...

Life & Death

Today was a crazy, bizarre and sad day. I have to admit that I'm not very much into the whole 'Carneval' thing. I prefer Halloween. But today I wanted to meet a good friend of mine to go to the city and watch the parades.
I didn't go because out of sudden I got two messages. The first message was something to private. The second was, that a close friend of my mum died yesterday. I was shocked but I didn't show it to my mum. She was so upset and she seemed so lonely. I wanted to hug her all day long but I didn't.
I think my mum wanted to think about it by herself. It was too personal and to touching for her.

A couple of minutes ago me and my bandmate/best friend <3 Ankay decided to make the whole Band thing official. We started our twitter account and changed our old twitter names.
You can go and check us out.

I'm writing songs since a long while but I never found a band that fitted into my style of music. I never even thought that my best friend (who plays the piano) could be the one who could play my songs with me.
I got the idea when someone told me following: A best friend is someone, who knows the melody within your soul and who can remind you of it, just in case you forgot it.

Music is something very important in our lives. Music can make us feel totally different and experience things in an unusual way. A movie wouldn't be half as interesting without the music in the backround.

I really want to have a future in the music industry. I want to be on the stage and perform. This is what I want and what makes me happy.
It's my dream and I won't let go of it.

Because today I learned, that it can be over everyday. I have to take all my chances, I have to make my dream come true.
You have to do everything to make your dream come true..NOW! Start now because everyday can change everything.

Sometimes it's very hard to start something, maybe you are afraid or you think by yourself: I can't do that! I'm to shy, small, young...that's not true! You can do everything you want with your life. The most important thing is: you have to DO it. Don't just think about it. Stop planning. Just do whatever you can, take all your strenght and work on your dreams. Improve yourself.
If you really want something, nothing can stop you!

Always remember that you are one of a kind, you are special and beautiful and talented. Don't let anybody tell you that you're not. People who won't believe in you are no good friends!

Believe in yourself, your strenght and your talent.
I do believe in myself...that's why I'll reach my goal no matter how hard it will be to get there!

Huge love, many hugs and kisses and all the strenght you need...from me to you.
From my heart, to your heart.

The real Juliet

Twitter: Juliet_DOI

everyones own religion

Today was a hard day for me.

The weather in Germany is very cloudy and rainy...just a very depressing weather. Of course THIS is not the reason for my day to be hard! But it didn't make it much easier.

Some time ago I got very bad news, but today it got even worse. It's very hard for me to be strong and smile over the day, but I always try, because making a sad face won't change anything except for the mood of the ones who are around me. I don't want anyone to feel bad because I do.

Many people don't even realize how much a smile can change a situation. No matter how bad your day was, no matter how much you hate a situation, if someone smiles at you, you can't do anything else but smile back, maybe slightly, but in the end you smile. Something that seems so small and even useless to you, might change everything for someone else. Not just a smile, but also a small, true compliment can make somebodys day. I want you to remember that, next time when you notice yourself making an angry or sad face. Does it really help in any way?

Many people who really get to know me (like my very best friend) are very confused when they see me cry the first time. I always try to be very cheerful and happy even when I have to 'act' sometimes. It helps me and my friends more than crying about everything. Tears don't change bad things, they just make it harder to focus. Of course it's important to cry and show your feelings! Otherwise you would get an emotional breakdown one day, trust me. But it's also the most important thing to cry in a moment where you can focus just on that. Going through your emotions, your feelings and through all your thoughts.

I'm a very 'near to tears' kind of girl. But in certain situations I hold myself back to manage everything and to get through it. When it's over, I lock myself in my room and cry if I still feel like it.

In the last few weeks I wanted to do something else. I started praying again, what felt very strange in the first moment.

I don't belong to any kind of church, I'm not christian in anyway. But I still believe in god. Don't judge me because of that. I have my own opinion about god and religion and I don't want to fix myself on a special 'shape' of religious thoughts.

I didn't pray for a very long time, because I didn't feel like it. There was nothing that made me believe in god anymore or that made me feel like I wanted to get connected with him.

It appears that we always pray much more to god when we feel bad. Maybe it's because we feel much more like someones watching over us.

I don't know if praying works, but I feel a little tiny bit better when I prayed. I feel like I'll find a way to face all my problems and I know that I'll get through all the stuff that hurts me.

No matter if you believe in god or anything like that (because in every religion I know is a god but he got different names...haha so it's always the same ^^) or not, someones watching over you. There is always someone who loves you and just wants your best. Sometimes it's hard to trust and just go your way but it's important to try it.

I guess this blog got way to long.

Much love, have a great weekend and enjoy your life.

Ra~# the REAL Juliet ;D

Hello and welcome!

Wow, my first Blog ...

I was thinking about creating one for such a long time, but I never made one because I was scared.

But this morning I read something that really inspired me and gave me the brave to try it.

Now that I'm sitting here, typing and thinking about today, I realize that my first blog entry should be something very special. But maybe the special thing in this may just be that this is the first of many entries.

I have some topics I really need to write about, because I HOPE that some people may read it and find the strenght to think about their decisions. Maybe I'll inspire someone...maybe no one will read my blog, except for me and my friends. This won't be a real diary because my life is not that exciting! I guess that this may be something like my 'topic of the day/week' blog... I will write about a special topic that made me think different than before ...or something that touched me...something that happened to me or one of my friends, that could help someone else.

Sometimes we experience something and don't tell anyone, maybe because we think that no one needs to know. But somehow, anyone on this world wishes that he could have someone to talk about exactly this topic. Right now we all have the great chance to talk to someone we never really met, just because of the world wide web. I take that as a chance to find someone who can help me with my thoughts. I love to learn new things and to change my mind sometimes. I don't know everything...and sometimes I feel like I don't know anything at all.

I'm 17...not an adult at all. But I'm not stupid or 'over the top' naive...

I've gone through a lot in my life. I was hurt and betrayed, just like everybody else was. I learned many things through that, even when I sometimes wish, it would have been easier to live and love.

Well... it's pretty late in germany (almost midnight) and I've got a busy day infront of me.

Wish me luck. Have the most beautiful and amazing day/week ever. Be confident and just as beautiful as you are.

Like Our Lady Peace once said... We are all innocent.